Thoughts…

This video clip spoke to me so much…I heard it this morning and its been in my thoughts all day. To have another person be able to verbalize exactly what how you feel, is flooring. In starting this blog I have realized a few things about myself, or maybe they have just been made more aware to me: 1-I am an introvert, and 2-I am almost physically unable to express my feelings, even to myself…in any healthy way of course. I bottle them, pretend they are not there, until I explode like a volcano. Even in trying to write my feelings down in this blog in an attempt to help myself, better understand myself, I am feeling a bit paralyzed. But this interview, his words, they are my truth as well.

RIP Chester Bennington